This may come as a surprise. Or not. But, I am closing down this blog. No, it's not you. It's me. And yes, I just used a classic breakup line. The truth is, I need space. I need time. Yup, I did it again. But, seriously, I figured I finally need a clean break from my past life to move forward and set the stage for the next phase of my life - retirement, err… a serious, long-term, monogamous, non-cheating, romantic and sexual, some form of equal, relationship with a tall, white or hispanic, blue or brown/black-eyed, smart, financially stable, muscular jock with a big and thick cut cock who loves me for simply being me. Char.
Anyway, Tristan Tales has been my home for over four years and a lot of you have been witness to how this has evolved from being a new blog, to a sex blog, to a blog that deals with sex, love, and body parts. For some time, this was the fastest growing, kinda-popular-in-my-head, you're-too-lame-if-you don't-know-Tristan-Tales, oh-I-want-to-meet-the-blogger-and-hopefully-fuck-him, blog. Well, that's all in the past. Now, this is probably just one of those dormant blog links that you still keep "for old times sake" in your blog list. Thanks just the same.
To me, this is more than just a blog. This holds a collection of my life stories - all real, no fudging, no bullshit-I-really-had-sex-with-that-guy stories. Tristan Tales is where I shared a few stories of life growing up, getting ahead and moving forward. This is where I told and retold my stories of love, lost-loves and lust. When I'm already a dinosaur at 200 and cannot remember where I placed my false teeth moments ago, I will be able to go back and read this blog and it will remind me of how wonderful my life was for at least four years.
But, for now, it is now time to move on. It's time to close this chapter. I have long been disconnected with the Philippine gay scene anyway and my international escapades have documented more than half of the Ms. Universe countries. I would think I have covered and shared enough stories to make a book - A Hundred Shades of Gay? LOL. I think it's really time to stop for a moment, live life, experience new things, and maybe someday, write again.
And so I say thank you to all of you for inspiring me to write. Thank you for making me feel special with every comment, email, instant message that you've sent me. To those whose messages I have failed to return, please accept my apologies. But know for a fact that your message have made me smile, cum, and wonder what the hell who you were thinking when you decided to write to some strange gay guy online! I will respond at some point. Thank you to all the great people I met through this site, some of whom I will consider as friends for a very long time. Thanks to my virtual friends, frenemies and haters. God bless you all. And finally, thank you to all my boys (including body parts) for making me feel - thank you for making me feel something more than an urge to suck your small Filipino cocks. Peace.
I might be back again someday. But, until then, I wish you all a happy life.