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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

The Song

A message sent by a friend touched my soul.
"Learn to trust the perfect time so that you may discover that all the pain found in waiting has a magnificent and awesome purpose. In God's time, you will fall in love for the right reasons with the right person. When that time comes, love will be worth the wait, the tears and the pain. Then, you will forget that you ever waited."
The moment I received this message, I was stunned. I was unable to move. This was one of those "that's-so-true" moments that can change how one person views his life. Unfortunately, this did not change me - because I am stubborn.
You told me that I should just learn to be happy with what I have and with who I have. You told me that I should just let you go. You told me that I should not wait for you. But I can't.
Once again, I find myself frustrated by the fact that I am me. Yet again, I have disappointed myself for being unable to show you who I really am. Maybe I just love myself too much to allow myself to fall in love with the same passion that I know that I am capable of. I hate myself for holding back. 

If only I had met you earlier - before my heart froze - then maybe I would not be asking, 
"What can I do to make you love me?"





6 stamps:

Anonymous said...

its not that "you can't", now isn't yet the perfect time...

Tristan Tan said...

@anonymous

;) soon, the perfect time will come soon.

Emotionally Sloppy said...

nice sad post tristan.. it made me think... esp. that quote youre friend sent you.

Tristan Tan said...

@emotionally sloppy

thanks ;)

Anonymous said...

"In God's time, you will fall in love for the right reasons with the right person. When that time comes, love will be worth the wait, the tears and the pain. Then, you will forget that you ever waited." --

this message was sent to me by a "friend" 5 years ago. Hehehe =)

- Mr. Scheez

Mugen said...

That same text message might end up as my November closing entry. It made me smile when I read it.