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Sunday, December 7, 2008

Enough

I have had enough of complications. I am done with love and all those mushy stuff. I am tired of hoping. I am finished with hurting. I am tired of trying. I refuse to fall again. I do not want to get hurt anymore. I am exhausted.

Things were simple then. I meet up, hook up and then move forward. I never really cared. I did not even bother to get to know them well. Names were optional. It was fun and easy. No regrets. No strings. No complications. Until I stumbled and fell. I hate myself for allowing that to happen.

Between puffs of cigarettes and cups of coffee, I rediscovered myself again.

Now I know myself better.

I am Tristan - a flirt who refuses to fall again.


7 stamps:

the geek said...

yes...you refuse to fall again...

until the right one comes along..

Tristan Tan said...

lol @the geek

my sentiments exactly! hahaha

Emotionally Sloppy said...

"I am Tristan - a flirt who refuses to fall again".

coming from a piscean.. thats just hard to believe. (if those traits thingy really is true =)

Tristan Tan said...

@Emotionally Sloppy

hahaha - when I wrote this it was extremely cold so I guess it was just the weather. ;)

Allen Yuarata said...

wow emo...

Lawrence said...

its natural..... to fall in love and be broken hearted again....


anyway, tnx for visiting my blog. i hope you will be visit it again.... ;-]

wanderingcommuter said...

masamang magsalita ng tapos... hehehe