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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Day 8: Old Habits Die Hard

I must have been a very very bad person in my past life to be who I am today.

Why do I keep on falling for people who will never be mine? Why do I get attracted to troubled boys? Why do I allow myself to fall for them? Why am I this stubborn?

Why do I stay up extremely late waiting for a call, a message, a note, a smile? Why do I still go online? Why am I waiting for something that may never come? Why am I like this?

Why am I bothered by the past? Why am I concerned about the future?

Why this? Why you? Why now?

It must be true - old habits die hard. I may already be losing at my own game and it sucks.


P.S. The blogger will be getting a two-hour massage and will sleep immediately. At least, that's the plan until something comes up or he gets a message... through his phone - the way normal people communicate these days. He is tired of waiting.