I woke up today feeling like shit. All the sex in the world cannot seem to erase all the memories. I know this is becoming all too tiring but I just wish I could just not think about it. I just wish there was a pill that could all make it go away. Selective amnesia should be sold in drugstores everywhere so that people can be happier. Peace of mind should be on retail.
"Honestly, tell me, do you think he is within your league?"
"No", I replied."There you go...""So that should have stopped me?", I asked."You told me before that you know your niche and you know better than to fall for someone outside of it", he explained."You are 29, do you still believe in fairy tales? in soaps?", he continued."Yes."
And just like that, I got to know myself a little bit better - I so love drama, I am bitter and I still believe in fairy tales, unicorns, rainbows and happy endings.
"I am beyond this...""But I am also way beyond you...""And I know it hurts like hell right now but I will get through this...""With or without you."

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Of course you will.
*** The original comment was so lengthy but I decided to reserve that the next time we'll meet. hehehe
I KNEW IT. Underneath that kalibugan is a soap drama princess! :)
Funny how a two-day retreat can change one's perspective... But if your heart is open, how about you turn things around by trying out whether your fate will be able to pull you up?
Walang mawawala Tristan, maybe you might gain something from it.
i think it's nice that you still believe in fairy tales.. nauubusan na ng mga optimists ang mundo.
mkahahanp ka pa ng iba na mas deserving!
@Joaqui of course, I will.
@Theo Martin hahaha, oo naman... :)
@Mugen I was in Angel's Hills several years ago.. nakakabaliw ang tahimik. hehehe
@CB ganun talaga... half-full all the time.
@Turismoboi shempre naman...
I am from THAT state university also but a generation removed from you.
Which is probably why I can't relate to your niche dilemmas, the in your league out of your league kemer.
Nung kapanahunan namin, we had sex because it felt good. And we would have pulled out all of your hair for not doing Kapitan. Right there and then, in the washroom.
I think Ortigas/Makati does strange things to State University people. Makes them forget their roots. Malate does even stranger things. Fills you with the urge to transplant your roots beside the boxed bouganvillas of Nakpil.
Urbanity and metrosexuality will always be the bane of the Zara generation, and the reason for my utter disrespect of otherwise likeable people who wear cardigans over long sleeves. If you fit the description and you're a State University person, I disown you.
@Anonymous Thank you for the very thought-proviking comment.
Let me assure you that in as much as enjoy the comforts of urban living, I am still a provincial boy living in the metro standing in front of a boy (and asking him to love me?). Hehe. But seriously, there's no need to disown me for I am not entirely everything that I write. :) But I like the thought of disowning people from THAT State U, may I join you when you attempt to disown someone again? :)
Oh and Zara is way overrated.
Yeah... Zara is overpriced... but fairly rated, I think... we once had this idea of putting up an anti-Zara brand, same cut quality... half the price... we would, or course, use the brand name AZAR. And since Helmut Lang is priced 3x higher than Zara, we would do the same and call ours KEMBUT LANG.
Yes I will alert you to future disownments. But you've used up my quota of one per year already.
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