The Challenge

"Simula bukas balik pokpok blog na ko. Ipapakita ko kung ano ang totoong pokpok blog...", you explained.

"Sa bawat pokpok post mo, tatapatan ko.", I posted the challenge, pissed.

"Game!", you replied.

I panicked. 

"Kaya ko na ba?", I asked myself.

"Have you had sex with a reader? Yan ang title ng unang post ko.", you replied.

I felt cold all over.

"Have you?", I asked.

You laughed.

"I guess you have."

You laughed again. I was silent. My tummy felt like it's being twisted. My heart numbing up, again. I know what was happening and I could not allow it to happen again.

"Nevermind...", I finally replied.

"Dahil ako pa din ang talo sa larong ito.", I whispered.

This game is becoming old and I am old enough to appreciate that love is not a game - at least not for now, at least not with you, at least not again.