Moving Forward

As I slip into bed tonight, I will wonder how you are and who you're with. I will think about the happy times ahead and the possibilities that lie before us. I may be getting ahead of myself but I have decided to love you more starting today. 

There's no need to complicate the already complicated. As I have told you before and as you have preached to others in the past, there's nothing wrong with being happy. Keep it simple and you'll find happiness. Lower expectations and you'll be less hurt. Choose your friends carefully. Compromise, compromise and compromise. That's the way to go.

In the next few days you will notice a transformation in you. You will once again feel complete and be less hurt. With each sunrise, you will be happier and I assure you I will do everything I can to make this happen. You are special and you deserve to be treated well. Forget about those who treated you badly and those who have taken you for granted. Forgive those who indulged and still continue to indulge in your weakness. Learn to move forward and you'll be happy.

You decided to fall and you will once again decide for yourself. I will be here with you through the process. It has been going on for some time now and you need to be free from the bondage that your heart has created. Learn to love again and love someone worthy of your affection. It may not come soon but you can be assured that I will be waiting.

I will whisper a silent prayer for you for the coming days. I hope this gives you the strength to move forward with your life the way others have started with theirs. There's no need to wait for anyone else - they have already made their choice. Accept the fact that they may just not be that into you. Throw away the baggages that you carry and live a better life. In time, the one you deserve will come your way and the people who have left you behind will forever regret their decisions. Try and be happy for them for it is you who will suffer if you let them abuse you further. 

There is nothing wrong with saving yourself. You know how it works and you of all people would better understand how to move forward from all of this. Go and write what you feel and do not be ashamed of what other people will say. Heck, go back to pokpok blogging - you know you enjoy it. Never let anyone else tell you what you can and cannot write. Never look back on your decisions - you made the right ones. Everything that happened has a reason and you have to accept your fate.

It is time for self-preservation once again Tristan. It is time to move forward from your past. Remember, you have suffered long enough. It is time to be happy even if you remain single.

Goodluck with starting over, 

Drew