You Made Me Believe We Had A Chance

It's over.

It's really over.

At first I thought it would work out. But, it did not.

Now, I feel lost. I am sad. I don't know what to do. How do I move on from this?

Tinanong ko naman kung meron.

I told him what I wanted. I made sure that everything was clear. I laid my cards on the table.

He said yes.

I asked him if he was sure. He confirmed it. He even reconfirmed it a couple of times.

I trusted him with everything - who I was, where I lived, what I did.

Deep inside, I was still in doubt. But, I knew I had to learn how to trust people.

So, I did.

I sincerely hoped that it would work out.

Umasa ako. Nag-expect. Mali ba yun?

He made me believe we had a chance.

And now, it's over.

I don't know how to get in touch.

How do I start over? Paano pa ang buhay ko nito?

I hate him. I hate him so much. I really do.

I wish I don't but I do.

Ganun na lang, sorry? Is that it?

He broke my heart and all he could do is to say sorry? Come on.

Well, I'm sorry too.

To you, my COMCAST cable/internet/phone customer representative

The one who promised me that I'd get The Filipino Channel on my TV

Damn you. Damn you. Damn you.

Paano na ang showbiz chismis ko ngayon? Ang mga telenovela? Ang buhay artista?

How can I survive the city without TFC?

Tell me. Tell me. Tell me.


Blogger's Note: Over the weekend, I moved into my new city apartment. I'm almost done unpacking. But, it was only last night when I realized that my new life does not include TFC. Oh well, moving on... *grins*